How can be a STAR?

How can be a star? On the debate stage..

The battle is near, and I’m starting to be anxious. People won’t feel comfortable when they realize they are stagnant and standstill, without improvement, and I really feel uncomfortable for myself. For me, Asia Pacific Debate is a challenge, maybe an only international arena for me too. Yet I’m very nervous, because I’m still not good enough. From a year ago, till now.

And sometimes I get more fed up, when the satyriasis mumbling negative words beside me. ( I know u are reading sometimes, so I write this purposely =P ) I know it is for my own good, I know u mean to help, and I know I must regconize my good and bad in order to improve, but what happen if I tell u that I am getting lost?! Especially about the position that I am most get used to? I love the position which I play now, but it is really horrible to find out that I have no confidence to master this position, compare to last time.. So what shall I going to do now? How I wish this is only a turning point to grow up.. But damn it why there are so many "turning-point" in life?!

I agree with opinion saying that a team with a "super-star-debater" have higher chance to win. Do we have one?

I wish I can be one. But like u all say, I really not good enough..

How can be a star?

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