Pondering..Surrounded by notes.

A week for study..

Nothing else but study.

When I wake up, I saw notes. Before I slept, I saw notes. While having my lunch and dinner, I deal with notes. There is a popular song sound like this," coffee cannot paralyse loneliness in one..", and for the past few days, I was trying to "paralyse" my drowsiness with coffee, but it seems coffee is resultness on both loneliness and drowsiness.

After all, it brought me headache^_^

Well, it was not utterly awful, at least it gave me time and space to pore on some matter..

For instant, what am I going to do next semester? What is my future aim? My orientation and direction in debate? …

Asia Pacific debate is coming soon. We will immediately plough into training right after the final examination for second semester. So what about the businesses for majoring in second year? No idea. And what about going back to hometown "visit" my family? Don’t know when. I suddenly realize that I had been debate and debate and debate ceaselessly for 2 semester.

It was really nice, doing what you like all days and nights. Until the moment I have some free time to think about it, all at once again I felt lost. I mean, last time I really like to be JieBian.. But now, I don’t know how far I had gone and  I can go for the this position.. I mean, I don’t know how much I had been improved, I just have no idea.. I mean, what is the target I shall set for myself in coming soon APdebate?

For the team, we want to attain to final, and better if together with the chmpionship. But for my own?

Maybe I just need a guideline.. But where is it?

Fine, maybe I just go back to my notes.

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