the END is near

Copy the phrase from shin liang’s msn..

As I also don’t know how to describe the day. =P

Tomorrow will be the final of national debate.I, strongly believe that the victory and the fortune, will come to us. Even I am not 1 of 4, who are "assigned" to beat UPM. Well, izzit no matter who beat the enemy, the happiness will be the same? I wonder…

Again, I wonder… Am I a selfish person? If the answer is no, then why I’m so sad because I have no chance to compete on stage?

Again, I wonder… Am I not good enough, am I not having talent in debate? If the answer is no, then why I’m not able be the final 4 debaters?

Ya, thanks God for I’m still young. Still having a lot of chance to transform myself into a sun (or a star?) in the debate universe.

But, God. From the very 1st time I fall in love with debate, quanbian became 1 of my dream. And damn it, I’m here in the team, but, I’m still a step away from it..

Aihhhhhh..

QuanBian arena is not meant to be mine? Then where is my arena? IVD? Hope so.. If this is only way to make me feel better..

Wish UM debate team rise as a champion tomorrow. Wish IVD "ticket" come back to UM debate team, and to me.

I, will work harder. Cause I already told angel coach, that I want to be a sun. Not a star.

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