18th Sep 2005

September 22nd, 2005

Wish myself a happy birthday~~

Getting older n older…De very 1st thing my fren said to me was, dun be childish n "ren xing" anymore…Ok lar! I’ll learn to be more mature! ^^

But this is special too. A b’day 2gether with mooncake festival. A b’day where hav2 prepare 4 debate.

So, happy 20th birthday..

tAke me hOmE country road

September 9th, 2005

…take me home, country road, to the place, I belonged~…

This is one of de songs which I love very much. Came bac to a town that is so familiar, came bac to de home that is so nice n sweet.. De food here are delicious, de air here are fresh(haha..not really lar).. Aiii..

It’s always like that. Everytime came bac here, will afterwards strongly resist to go bac to U. Even there are ppl whom I miss there, even there are activities which I love there. n_n

Staying at home is very relaxing. No stress, no worry.. However relax psycologically doesn’t mean relax physically^^ Getting out everyday sometimes really tiring. Stil very thanks to frens n family coz willing to take me everywhere to have nice food n nice chat. Even during late nite or early in de morning.

I’m so lucky having all nice ppl around me, willing to tolerate wif me, cheer me up, listen to me n love me. ^^

Love u all too.(ama, papa, mama, didi, may, jun, lan, a tiong, ci yi, soi soi……n another didi I havn’t get to meet)

Haii..Wanna go bac KL again.. :(

ps:But I really miss ppl in debate community, so weird n uncomfortable when it has been a short perion doesn’t see any1 of them. Like..lossing something or wat. Arrghh..pre-symptom of drug addict..

bAck fRm S’pOre

September 7th, 2005

It was a stunning experience, being on de scene of international varsity debate. An arena whereby one’s knowledge n personality shining like a sun. A luminous stage. A wonderful land.

This is indisputable, a dream of every debaters to stand by de desk, in front de camera, n hundreds of spectators as well. I wish, tat I can be rite there in de future. I wish, tat I will be one of de wise men n ladies.

Debate is not de road tat not taken. But somehow, it is not an easy way too. Hardworks n sacrisfices have to be make. I dare not say tat I’m ready for it, but I do willing to try.

De debate team frm China said tat they run debate as one of their undertaking. De words shaked every single nerves of mine. Some might disagree with de attitude. Well for me, this is not easy. From de bottom of my heart, I admire their ardent love for debate, which I wish I have it but I actually dare not say I have.

I’m on de boundless way of learning, in de little tiny universe of debate. n_n

^^My vEry 1st tiMe geTting a pasPort^^

September 1st, 2005

2day was a day with both good n bad.

What is good is that i got my 1st Malaysia pasport, and is going to S’pore 2moro to watch de International Varsity Debate (Guo Bian). It is somehow unbelievable. I never thought about having a chance like dis. And, if watching guo bian means ‘a’ dream has come true..Will other dreams coming true in de coming yrs? n_n

By de way, what is bad is tat 2day I had been successfully making myself de last person to pass up my lab report. It is really stressful wen all the tutors standing in front, watching n waiting 4 u to get done of wat were on the desk. My goodness, I even have no idea how come things went like tat.. :p

In de nutshell, 2moro will owez be a better day. Especially 4 dis "2moro", I’m so sure 4 it, provides that if I can get myself wake up on time at 2moro. Hehehe^^