-LoSer-

August 27th, 2005

26th August 2005. A "memorable" day cos I loss my very 1st debate competition in university. Being de 1st runner up, jz a step away from de champion, was not a good experience..

A step away from represent UM to compete with UPM..

Even I had been lossed so many times before. But dis time really make different. It’s different.

Happiness & Sadness

August 23rd, 2005

This friday will be de final of de campus debate comp. I’m happy tat I was able to make myself till dis state. n_n

It was really tiring. Take care of both, no, is many sides inluded the lectures, tutorials, assignments, exams, activities, n debate. Happiness always come with sadness, izzit true?

It is fun preparing for the debate comp, it is fun standing on de stage, it is fun to hang arounds with ppls who love debate. N it is exshauting.

2day I cant do my test questionss. Most of the lectures I get to skip (Arr..bad gal). So many days I was not able to meet my coursemates n i miss them. Always answer calls frm family n frens in sleepliness condition. Even no time to reply SMS soemtimes..

Sometimes I really cant figure out what I’m doin n who am I recently. But there are happiness n sadness. If were to say, I’m happy I can join debate. Stil, homeworks hav 2 be taken care also la. N, I really hav2 think about it from now on.. I cant afford to loss any marks during the coming exam.. :-(

Hmm..waiting for dis friday. Waiting is a form of happiness? ^^

My 1st DebAte Competition at U! n_n

August 13th, 2005

Tomoro..wooo..So excited 2day..Cos tomoro will be my 1st debate competition at University Malaya. Even it is jz a campus event. ^^

Wish me good luck n all de best lar!!! Though my script stil haven’t done yet.. Hehe n_n"’ I even not planning to do..Arrghhhh…cannot like this 1 lar -_-"’

Thanks to all my frens that are being interupted by my SMS. N thanks to those who get to reply me n giv me some good idea..

Hohohoho…really excited now… Must support me n add oil 4 me ya! If i loss, I cry 4 u to c!!! ~^.^~

Kidding laaa

I’m trying so hard to “eNjoy” pReSSurE

August 7th, 2005

Assignments, presntations, reports, tests, activities, duties,coming-soon debate competition…

Somes say when we had learnt to enjoy pressure, therefore we r on the way to success. Somes say no pain no gain. Somes say we have to sacrisfy something to achieves others. Somes say things r not always easy but we have to learn to overcome.. Hey guy, who else wan2 say anything jz say lar.. But anyway do these ever help???

I’m trying, really, to enjoy all those stress. Is me who decided to involve myself in all kinds of activities.. Is me who decided to take this course in this U.. Is me who wanted all this things, and yet, if I cant face it, who am I being the one I think I am?

I dunno wat to do. New environment new lifestyle new friends new bed.. Sometimes I jz so wish to run myself away from all this things..Run away like the animals in Madagascar, frm this city.. But I cant. I cant. What I want is here. What I dream is here. What I’m looking forwards for pass few yrs, all here. I wan2 cry, I wan2 run away, I wan2 b all alone, indeed I stay n join.

I dunno lar. Mayb pressure get ppl weaker than ever. I’m trying hard too. Really hard. N hopefully the coming blog is all about happiness. Hopefully….